Wow; I must say. . .

I must say it has been many a day since I updated. Just about 4 months by my count. Not that I've necessarily had the time to update anything I usually do. Between work, school, and personal life, it's hard to get anything accomplished that isn't 100% necessary it seems. Plus being constantly sick and almost always with an infection or something wrong, that doesn't really help; does it?

I damaged my shoulder. Something good apparently too. And some days it really hurts; other days it doesn't. But apparently its going to be like that for a while so might as well get used to it.

I'm also on some hardcore sleeping pills that make me have hallucinations. Which tend to reside on the more hilarious spectrum as I can remember them all and all Gord does it laugh. But i mean i would do if he said some of the things that I say to him! Too bad i'm almost out, going to have to go and get a refill me thinks. It definitely helps me get to sleep easier, and longer.

Anyways; too much to update in just one night. Hopefully i'll wonder back tomorrow and finish, if not i'll update as soon as I can :D

Been Forever

So its been awhile since I posted so i just wanted to post a quick update as to whats gonig on in my life. Its getting hectic between work and school and keeping me out of trouble, for the most part. Gord and I are going through a little bit of a time trying to figure out whats best for both of us, but I think everything will be ok. Just a matter of muddling through it :)

I decided to take a quick break from relearning my french alphabet, its just been so long, to update this blog since ive been basically neglecting it for the past, oh god, what 2 weeks? i feel so silly sitting in my room with my headphones in and Gord sleeping in the background going "a, b, c, d..." blah blah blah but I guess i kinda have to, and i forgot how hard this pronunciation crap is.

I'm just starting to get over being sick again, 2 bloody weeks later. Found out I have another infection which was no fun, and a flu/fever on top of that, and just as that was over I got a cold and im sitting here going FML as i miss work and school cuz i can barely stand up let alone walk or drive. At least safely anyways. The only up side to it is the fact that I bought a new Kobo. For those who dont know what that is, and im sure theres many of you, its like a Kindle or an E-reader. Its a lot easier than trying to buy all these books and then find a spot for them all, so the Kobo was a pretty brilliant idea. Lay in bed as sick as a dog reading books on my Kobo, almost makes being sick bearable :D

Well im having a hard thing of thinking of stuff to talk about since ive been so dead lately.

Getting better

Its getting better lately Im finding. A lot of my stress, though its still there lurking in the background, its becoming... manageable.Mabye its becausse im avoiding it as much as humanly possible and just kind of leaving it alone in the darkness. But maybe thats good. both for me and everyone else. Just because this is getting so hectic. My lifes going inside out and sideways. And dealing with too much to even count right now. But the main issue has, somewhat, subsided momentarily. Could just be because im hiding in my room all the time right now. But lately ive just been feeling like blowing up which isnt all that good haha. Gords been kinda up and down for helping out, some days he is, and others.... not so much and he knows that. I love him dearly but still. That little exxtra support is nice once and a while. Hopefully after a  few meetings my stress resolve will be finalized and I can relax a little bit, but im not entirely sure as to if it is or not...

I went out with a friend today and it was so much fun. We were only going to spend like an hour having coffee and talking. Next thing you know, 4 hours have passed and we were like O.o what the hell haha.

It was enjoyable and helped me a lot. THANKS SHELBY!

-Re